Monday, February 18, 2008

Jewish Metal: Black Shabbas

Jonah is playing the pep rally at his super sized public school as he applies to private school. if he were a politician he'd be attacked for such hypocrisy. and i'd be right on that boat because i think he's fine where he is. he finds his place. he doesn't need More Attention. more nurturing of who he is. he knows who he is more than most people.

and for the first time the band he put together is all Jewish. at private school they'd always be Jewish. or have money. this is "jewish" public school style. it's Jewish with Miles Feinberg the bassist who is Japanese. adorable Miles with his almond eyes, his groovy hats and tight jeans and clever quips told me about his Brooklyn relatives names Fanny and Shmo...then he said to Jonah, wow i wish my mom was as nutty as yours but she's Japanese.

right now i am overwhelmed by craziness and rage and so-called creativity. and decisions about public vs private school and career vs motherhood, and Hillary vs. Barack. and my house is cluttered and the dog shits in the house.

right now i wish i was Japanese.

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